Mommy, My Medicine is SO Yummy!

It never ceases to amaze me how downright self-destructive I can sometimes be. In many ways, I view this blog as a therapeutic exercise. It's an opportunity for me to rid my brain of some of the negative thoughts that routinely cloud my awareness. It's a way for me to share some ideas and work through some of the stressors of life via the magic of pounding them out on the keyboard. And, I hope that by trying to share such things, I can assist in being a messenger of the truths that we've received from not only the Conversations with God trilogy but from many other great teachers.

While I definitely desire for this site to help others (you) it's also an extremely crucial way for me to commune with the God of my understanding. The warmth and faith I feel while working on this blog and chatting with many of you is truly sweet. For an hour or so a day I can focus exclusively on God and His message and the truths he's shared with us concerning the integration of science and spirituality. For an hour or two per day I can do Her work and be in His employ. Exclusively.

So why in the blankety-blank haven't I updated or written anything here for the past 10 days? That's where the self-destruction comes in. So often, I can be like the little child who is ill yet refuses to take his medicine. Working on this page, writing, talking to you and communing with God...yeah, that's my medicine. But I so easily can become distracted and put other things before that which is most important in my world.

Oh, I had several topics that I wanted to write about. But they seemed so deep and I wanted to get them SO right that I put it off until the next day. And then the next. And the next. Just to think about it some more, ya know? And of course, there's all the other things that come up and chip away at my time. You know what I mean; all that other stuff that's REALLY important. Like making money. As if I have any chance whatsoever of making that money, improving my life and feeling extreme joy and peace without placing the wondrous Creator of the Universe first in my life...and in my day.

My medicine is what's important. My time with God and doing His work is truly what's important. Writing about these new revelations and focusing my mind, and soul, on them everyday; oh yes, thank you God, that, THAT is what's important.

I'm about creating a new life and choosing a new experience. I'm pretty sure I can do a better job of finding an hour per day to do what I love; write this blog with God in my heart and on my fingertips.